Why is "Extreme Self Care" so extremely difficult for me? I know amazing women who effortlessly put themselves at the top of their lists and truly take good care of themselves. They seem so successful, happy and well balanced. They have time to exercise. They have time to play with their kids. They have time go out and have fun. For some reason I really struggle with this. I know in theory what needs to be done; I just can't seem to get there.
Over the past few days I have made the effort; enjoyed some retail therapy, some quality cooking sessions, and have been consciously trying to "find" ways to take care of myself. Still, those things I did do, came after I made sure everyone else was taken care of. This is the paradigm that needs shifting.
I had planned to participate in the Book Salon on Monday evenings but have already missed the first two calls. Why? Monday evenings from 5:00-6:30 is prime family time and not working with my kids during that time leaves me feeling stressed out about trying to fit everything else in for the rest of the evening. I know it's silly - it's just 90 minutes to spend on my self care - should be a no brainer. I guess I'm just not ready to embrace this new type of thinking.
I haven't given up, I'll continue to work through these 31 days and continue to read Take Time For Your Life. Maybe it will click.Wish me luck!
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